Healer

This is coming to y'all live from the hospital. I am awake right now because after I woke up the pain hit me again and now I can't sleep. I know this post is not going to make a lot of sense, but I have to write it because health wise things are really bad for me right now and I need all the support and prayer y'all can give.
At midnight last night, on the 29th, I woke up screaming and sobbing in pain and it was so bad that my parents rushed me to the ER. The doctors tried a medicine that I can't remember the name of, but it's stronger than Morphine and it didn't even come close to touching it. After that, I was admitted to the hospital because this is more pain than I can manage at home. I've been on a steady dose of the stronger than morphine medicine and it's only slightly taken the edge off of the pain.
I need prayer, a lot of prayer, this is more pain than I ever remember being in and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight for it. I know that God has a plan and there is a reason for this, I know that He loves me and does what is best for me. I trust Him completely, even right now in this suffering. I know I can't do this without Him and I'm clinging to Him with everything I have. Please, pray for strength for me and my family as we go through this.
The pain's hitting me hard again, so I can't write for very much longer. I know this post probably doesn't make sense, but it's the best that I can do right now. I'll try to keep y'all in the loop about what's happening, I know I haven't been doing a great job of that lately and I'm sorry. If nothing else, I'll have someone in my family write what's going on for me so y'all can know what to pray for and everything.
Thank you all so much for the prayer and support you've given me over this year, it means more to me than I can even start to say, and thank you in advance for the prayers I trust you'll say as I travel through this latest...development.